​this isn’t a song, this is me asking for help. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Chorus]
Can't, can't leave it alone, I, I can't let it go
Why? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?

[Verse 1]
Lies, lies is all I know
Cry, cry is what I don't do any f*cking more
I did that enough when you left me in the cold
Oh, God can you please help me?
This isn't a song, this is me asking for help please
Don't ask me why I'm hurting
I know why I am but I don't want you to desert me

[Chorus]
Can't, can't leave it alone, I, I can't let it go
Why? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?

[Verse 2]
I don't even wanna try anymore, really wish I would of died on that floor
I took way too many pills, couldn't get high anymore
I ain't wanna be alive, hope? I ain't have anymore

[Outro]
I can't leave it alone, I, I can't let it go
Why? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Baby, why'd you ever go?