​this ain’t talent, this is pain. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse]
Holding on to nothing, I don't care, I just needed something
Drugs I'm off and drinking? Stopped it, had to resort to another option
Don't know where I'll go from here though
I wanna save you but I'm not a hero
I need God, I need a miracle, I don't think my vice is curable
This ain't talent, this is pain embodied, speaking through my body
I'm not alive, I'm a zombie, pain is what I eat when hungry
Lost my heart, I won't ever find it, my mind's dark and I won't ever light it
I been battling my demons and I'm tired of the fighting
f*ck Ken, Detmer's who I can confide in
I don't wanna hide it, yeah, I kinda like it
I don't wanna fall short but I might really fall in
God can you forgive mе? For I know not what I do
Will it take away the pain? If I give it all to you?

[Outro]
"Dеath and life are in the power of the tongue: And they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof."