​i need to change but ​i’m stalling. lyrics

[Intro]
Luffy
Flower
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Chorus]
You don't know what you did
You don't know what you did to my mind, I'm p*ssed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel
You don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again
She was my world but she don't care 'bout that sh*t

[Verse]
You ain't that girl, I don't care about you b*tch
I'll cut you off like I don't care about my wrist
f*ck all these streams, I don't care about no hit
I can make songs, I do not care to vent
I lost all my hope, say that I care but I know that I don't
Say you'll be there but I know that you won't
Been so many years and I still ain't coped
Been so many years and my heart still broke
Wish you would call but we still ain't spoke
Glad that I quit but I still wanna smoke
3 in the morning and I'm still woke
3 years from now and I'll still be making these sad songs, that's just me
I don't carе what you think cause I know what I need
If I ain't have this music would of died at 18
Don't givе a f*ck about blowing up
Sick of this life I been throwing up
I got some pain I been storing up, If it ain't her, I'm ignoring her
If you ain't her then don't call me, if it ain't her voice it don't calm me
Her love's a void and I'm falling, I need to change but I'm stalling
[Chorus]
You don't know what you did
You don't know what you did to my mind, I'm p*ssed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel
You don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again
She was my world but she don't care 'bout that sh*t