​all i ever wanted. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Chorus]
All I ever wanted was a friend, I won't ever want that sh*t again
'Cause every single time I ever did
I end up regretting, why'd I ever let them in?
All I ever wanted was a girl that could love me
I won't ever want that sh*t again, I'll be lonely
Every single time I ever did, it was phony
I end up regretting, she won't even f*cking call me

[Verse]
God, I sent you prayers, can you answer?
Why was our blessing cursed with cancer?
All I ever needed was a father, you just made that need feel even farther
Don't know where I am, did I get lost here?
You don't wanna know what kinda thoughts live here
I don't like the energy I got here
I'm tired of fighting, wanna stop right here

[Chorus]
All I ever wanted was a friend, I won't ever want that sh*t again
'Cause every single time I ever did
I end up regretting, why'd I ever let them in?
All I ever wanted was a girl that could love me
I won't ever want that sh*t again, I'll be lonely
Every single time I ever did, it was phony
I end up regretting, she won't even f*cking call me