NAUSEOUS! lyrics

[Intro: spoken]
"I'm really f*cking tired of people that don’t wanna grow, like, if you're not trying to evolve, then what the f*ck are you here for? You might as well be dead already, f*ck all that talking though, I'd rather just let that sh*t out on a song"

[Verse]
Hit my Juul, I am through the roof
I need nicotine up inside of me, b*tch I am an addict
I don’t give a f*ck, I do what I want, lil b*tch [?]
Nauseous, everything you think is not it
I remember when I used to think I was not sh*t
One day I woke up and just decided that I'm stopping
But I can't escape the feeling that I'm f*cking locked in
Hiding from feelings inside, I'm too young to die, but I usеd to believe in liеs
The person that I need is I, so don't even try
You're not what I'm looking to find
The answer that I need is why, why are you alive, just to f*cking die?
I wanna leave behind the sadness that I feel inside
I don’t know why I’m like this, you're not original, you just buy sh*t
I’m on some other than regular type sh*t
You on some sh*t that I'm tired of fighting
So I might just cut you off, go ghost, or switch up
I can't be around you if your energy is stuck up
On that "I can't change, I’ll always be this way"
I been there before and that bullsh*t just eats away
Any type of hope you ever had, it's so f*cked up
Be at peace with something more or imma have to cut off[?]