​put my trust into someone thinking they’ll help me but really get stabbed in the back. lyrics

[Intro]
Luffy
Hey Fowni
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Chorus]
Every time I wake up I wish that I didn't wake up
Wish I could feel her love but I don't deserve her love
Feel like 2019 unknxwn. cause I know that I won't be enough
How the f*ck do you think that you know me?
You just know what I got in my cup

[Verse]
Miss the old me, was happy on drugs, I been lonely, just wanna feel love
I was broke so I ran up some bands, why the f*ck do I still feel alone?
And I'm sorry to all of my friends that I made wanna leave me alone
I just wish I could tell you thank you
Helped me more than you ever could know
What I lost I won't ever get back, it's my fault so I'll leave it at that
I knew what I was doing was wrong and I just didn't care, that's a fact
I ain't care about nobody else, all I cared about then was myself
And I'm honestly still a bit selfish but I'm only like that for my health
I ain't finna go break my back for a b*tch that won't ever care about that
I ain't finna go reach my hand out tryna save someone
That wouldn't reach back
I ain't finna go waste my time opening up and getting attached
Putting my trust into someone and thinking they'll help me
But really get stabbed in the back
b*tch, don't text me, don't wanna chat
b*tch, don't test me, I'll f*cking snap
Where my heart should be there is a gap
'Cause I gave it to her and she didn't give it back
Okay, she did but that sh*t turned to ash
So what if she did? Man, that sh*t wouldn't last
'Cause she's all that I need, so I can't let her leave
No, I can't let her go, wish you'd call but I know you won't
I just wish I could let you know when I say "I hate you" just know I don't
I don't even know who I am, am I Detmer or Garrett or Ken?
But I know who I need and they'll never come back again
[Chorus]
Every time I wake up I wish that I didn't wake up
Wish I could feel her love but I don't deserve her love
Feel like 2019 unknxwn. cause I know that I won't be enough
How the f*ck do you think that you know me?
You just know what I got in my cup