​grey. (2019) lyrics

[Verse]
What I been losing my time for?
Do all this work and I still can't amount to sh*t
Tired of being around, put me in the ground, I think I'm about to split
I got 99 things, I need 98 of those money, but I do not want you b*tch
I swear I just wish I could leave, dead or alive, I feel like I'm stuck in between
[?] back and forth, I wish I could change but I lack the force
Headed to Hell, I'm screaming in all of my songs
No wonder my voice is hoarse
I gotta stop with this stress, be breaking me down
But I found my way through the sound
Never was good with my words but give me a beat
And I'll speak more than before
"If you can do that, you can do this"
You don't know my life and you don't give two sh*ts
"I know what it's like, I been through this"
But when I spеak, you start looking clueless
You don't know me and I don't know you
And that's finе, but don't try to act like you do
'Cause I promise that the day I rise
You won't understand how the f*ck I made it through
But imma just look back, ask you then[?], why you ain't make it out too?
I'll get a good laugh, I'll tell you too bad
Swear I won't need you believing me too[?]
Most of you all the same, all of you say, "I'm a call away,"
Then why when I need it, you stall away?
Black on my lips and my soul is grey[?]