​please don’t ask me why all my songs are sad. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken I f*cking hate you

[Verse 1]
Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is that I'm always so sad
And I do not want to talk about that
Ask my mom, always been like that
Every time she wanted me to talk, I would close up
Now I'm an adult and my heart still froze up
For a moment it wasn't, for a moment I felt all the love
For a moment I felt so alive, for a moment I felt like enough
But that's all that it was, was a moment
'Cause that's all gone now and it won't come back
One day I'll be gone and I won't come back
Can you tell me that you love me before it comes to that?

[Bridge]
I know that you won't though, baby girl, please don't go
Now I'm just so cold, I don't wanna do this no more
I'm all on my own, please don't tell me you know
What I'm feeling in my chest, I swear to God that you don't

[Verse 2]
Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is ten times much worse than that
All these things that I put in the open, I got so much more that's closed in
I got so much more you don't know and so much more you won't know
Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Even though I tell you all this, I won't ever tell you that
I won't ever tell a soul, I tried once but not no more
All they could do was f*cking hold me while I cried, that was pitiful
I won't ever let nobody see that again, fell off once, I won't feel it again
Guess it's time to accept that fact cause I try so hard and it still ain't back
I gave her time and she still ain't back
Act like I'm fine but I'm not intact
Wish I could cry but I can't do that
'Cause I did for so long and I can't go back
[Outro]
Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is that I just want you back