​i didn’t care. lyrics

[Verse]
Don't act like you care cause you probably don’t
Don't say you'll be there cause I know that you won’t
Repetitive relationships, put my trust into others and I always end up alone
I need a bullet to go through my dome
You can tell by my tone that somethin' is wrong
I'm tired of lookin' at this f*ckin' room
I'm tired of waking up feeling the blues
My heart's black as tar that I've put in my lungs
The songs that I make, when I make are not fun
I shine but I die while I burn like the sun
When faced with a problem, my choice is to run
I say that I’d rather die and some people take that sh*t as a joke
They laugh and they smile so f*cking hard
I bet they would laugh if I took a rope
Then tied that b*tch into a f*ckin noose
Then stood the f*ck up on a f*ckin’ chair
Jump and then struggle, fighting for air
Suicide note reads, "I didn't care,"
My life would be perfect if I was dead or maybe I haven’t taken my meds
And all of the thoughts are just rushing back
And I just forgot how to deal with that
Yeah, maybe that's it, that's why I'm feelin’ like this
That's why I feel like if I died right now, I probably wouldn't be missed
Positivity on E, no one could clean up the mess that is me
I push away everyone that I meet, why have a purpose you can't even see?
[Chorus]
My heads f*cked up, f*ck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs, new place, new plug
My heads f*cked up, f*ck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs, new place, new plug
My heads f*cked up, f*ck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs, new place, new plug
My heads f*cked up, f*ck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs, new place, new plug