​confide. lyrics

[Intro]
Rayan

[Verse]
Walking laps around my mind
I write these raps to try and find a way to a place I can confide
And if I don't I guess I'll die with all the things I try to hide
But I have hope that I will rise to see the day I free myself from all the hurt and pain and lies
Getting close to home, the seed inside my soul, I'm 20 but I feel so old
See a thing I've never seen but I already know
Realize what I really am, not this f*cking body that I cannot f*cking stand
I'm an energy inside a vessel, not a man
A God inside a human, I don't think you understand
Lately, I been really losing touch, yet I feel connected even more than I once was
The world is getting old, I think that I should give it up
I'm breaking out the mold, I've really had e-f*cking-nough

[Outro]
This isn't a song about being sad, it's me letting go of the past
I just really learned that I can let go and turn into more than I am
I don't know where this will go, I don't how I will change
But I know one thing for sure, I cannot remain the same