​i’m too busy in despair: part 2 lyrics

[Intro]
"I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit.”

[Verse]
Still in the same room stuck with the same sh*t
Heart still f*cked up from the same b*tch
Still making songs talking bout the same sh*t
Still got the same dream, still ain't madе it
Come true, don't come through, I just wanna sleep all day in my room
f*ck thе sun, I'm a bast*rd son, pack, roll, light, hit, then I pass the blunt
The sh*t I used to do is only half as fun
I'm more detached than I was, I'm less than half of one
You got lost love, well I never had one, bullsh*t nonstop so I had to run
So I'm sorry if I leave you behind
Don't even search cause I'm nothing to find
If you see the best in me, I guess you're blind
She had my heart but its too bad that hers wasn't mine
But I don't give a f*ck though, f*ck her, I'll up and leave out the front door
f*ck you, punk b*tch you don't want smoke
I'm f*ckin' done, I'll play the hook back once more
Everyday I wake up same old sh*t, same life same thoughts same all black fit
Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
Still broke, still sad, still real feelings hid
Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in and I cannot erase it
Yeah I make music but that's f*cking basic
I just wish that I could make myself face it
I'm in despair hit me up when I'm not
There ain't no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I don't give a f*ck if my brain gonna rot