SOBER! lyrics

(Ken, I f*cking hate you)

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless, can't black out on no sh*t
Been sober for too long, I almost just broke it
I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floating

This f*cking probation got me all the way f*cked up
Too bad that I f*cked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not sh*t out of luck

Can't take it, I might just go meet Satan
Not faking, I think I might need saving
Life I hate it, not what I meant to create it
I'm so sick of f*cking waiting, like when the f*ck will I make it?

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm f*cking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'mma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

I don't feel like myself
I don't feel like myself
I don't feel likе myself
I don't feel like myself
I don't feel likе myself
I don't feel like myself at all
I miss the nights when you would call
You made me take down all my walls
Just to make me build more walls

f*ck THAT!

I'm tired singing the same song about the same b*tch
It's like I'm taking pics of pain just to frame it
I made an album, sh*t I might as well of hanged it
Every tear that I drop, I should paint with

The way I'm going, I might as well live to be hurt
'Cause I make songs about pain just to be heard
I'm not right in my brain, I'm a loose screw
Hate me or love me, whichever one suits you

I can't feel neither, I'm numb anesthesia
Hate that I need her, I'm dumb, I'm no teacher
I spent my time when in school on a bleacher
Thoughts in my mind really making me weaker

I need a...sh*t, I don't know what I need in my life to believe
That I'm all that I need in this life to be pleased
I hate this place, I just wish I could leave
f*ck
I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless, can't black out on no sh*t
Been sober for too long, I almost just broke it
I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floating

This f*cking probation got me all the way f*cked up
Too bad that I f*cked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not sh*t out of luck

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm f*cking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'mma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication