​envy. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse]
Embodiment of envy, I don't think nobody feel me
I just need a f*cking friend, ain't got nobody here with me
Ex just hit me up while I'm tryna move on
Yeah that sh*t messing me up, who's the girl I really want?
Is it you? Is it her? I don't really f*cking know
I ain't ever really sure about where the f*ck to go
Need to find a f*cking cure for the sh*t that I can't cope
So cold, hear me brr, I been stuck inside the snow
Depressed but I'm lit like Coldhart, life ain't really it, this so hard
Way I'm making music feel like Mozart, if life is a play, I want no part
'Cause I don't likе my soul, I don't like my thoughts
I'm so tired of thesе hoes, they always treat me wrong
I can't wait till I can go to a place where I'm not lost
Cigarettes what I'm gone smoke till the day that I drop
Till the day that I drop my life gone f*cking suck
'Cause I keep having thoughts that make me feel f*cked up
I just can't f*cking stop, I guess I ain't had enough
Am I worth it? I'm not, I think that I'm out of luck