​vampire. lyrics

[Verse]
Back to the sh*t that I won't be missing
Had advice to get out but I wouldn't listen
Guess that I just wasn't ready, the point of it all was the piece that I was missing
Now I get checks off sh*t I've written, turned to the dark cause I was bitten
Wasn't on drugs but my head was flipping, way out of line, going through the distance
Used to look back on the sh*t I missed but I turned to my back and the sh*t made sense
All I ever needed was right behind me, I ain't never need no one to find me
It's all right there, just go and grab it, if you can bеlieve, then you can havе it
I became great when I ain't have sh*t nut the sh*t that I didn't wasn't what I was lacking
What I was lacking was better tactics, you don't really want me, stop the capping
Don't even bark if you ain't bout the action, I'm about to spark and you gone think it's magic
It's all me, always was, don't think about below cause what's above
Most people fold come push to shove, I'm here to grow, not here for love
Not here for cash, not here for chicks, most chicks most use sucking di*k
Most like a sun seed, chew and spit, don't think about it, you'll start to flip
Realization is a b*tch, all you knew was total sh*t
What I know now is opening all the doors I thought were closing in
Closed in, I'm closed in, stop all that sh*t you posing
Why try so hard to be what's not? Try your own skin and notice
Everyone you ever thought would be there never was and you start feelin' like it don't matter to care
I promise that point in your life is the first where you truly can feel what it is to be scared