​death note, last hope. lyrics

[Intro]
"Here's the truth, so now you can hate me. Larry f*cked me all night. I enjoyed it. I came. I prefer you. Now go."
"I knew that. He told me."
"You knew?"
"I needed to hear it from you."
"Why?"

[Verse]
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen
Said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song
I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words
That's why I cavе, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll nevеr escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it
Echoes though my body I'm shaking and everyone says I'm amazing
But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these f*cking songs
Maybe they're amazed at just the fact I make these f*cking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so f*cking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm f*cking gone
Hold on, come close, don't let me go, so dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

[Bridge]
Ken, I f*cking hate you
[Verse 2]
Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no b*tch, they gone switch
Imma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
Imma do wrong cause it feel right, make my ego reach unseen heights
f*ck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it, I'm f*cked, I know
You won't stay, just go, I lost all my hope, can't trust no f*cking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so, imma make this whole damn house blow
Try to f*ck with me, you f*cked up, you don't think I'll leave you f*cked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the f*ck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
Imma stick in this pain right in you, make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the f*ck I been through
I don't really give a f*ck, I been through