​ethereal! lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse]
All the pain that I have, imma leave it in the past
Every thought that is bad, imma throw it in the trash
I can see what's to come so I can't go back and I hate that b*tch, so I throw her on a track
Used to want her love, now I want cash, all these b*tches leave me crushed, I don't want that
I been through that sh*t enough, so it's f*ck that
Heart broke so much, at this point it can't crack
You can say what you want but I promise that I won't give a damn what it is
Imma do what you don't, E-G-O, this not that, I'm a God in the flesh, that's a true fact
If Hell's in my head I'll see Heaven when I'm dead
f*cking regret all the f*cked up sh*t I said, played with a demon and now it's in my bed
Don't ever ask why at night I just don't rest
Get the the f*ck out my mind, you'll never see all the sh*t that I hide
Say I'm okay when I'm not really fine, I start my day with a f*ck ton of lies
Heaven sent, when I'm around you smell that heaven scent
She say oh my god when I'm inside, that's heaven sex and it's once in a lifetime, ain't seen her ever since
I can't make a b*tch my bride, it's something I don't get
Aye
But what I do, you can't know, if I'm not on other sh*t, then my wheels don't roll
Might stress, might bend but I will not fold, I confess my sins to the mirror that I hold
'Cause I'm the only one that needa know, I never told another soul about the glass that I have broke
I'm on a roll, I know I'm chose to talk about what I have wrote
I'll never go back to the place where I had not one ounce of hope
Broke my two horns, made them a halo, they say too far, f*ck what they say though
Demon mode inside of an angel, break my heart, I'll live past the pain hoe
You don't really wanna see me turn back into what I used to be
Being the as*h*le a hobby to me, I let it go but it's right in my reach
You're not mine, b*tch why you trippin? You're too late, turned off my feelings
I'm so fake, I don't give two sh*ts, f*ck her face until she toothless
I'm not what you need, girl I warned you, tread lightly
She think I'm a f*ckboy, I might be
Do I give a f*ck though? Not the least
Stopped caring, started stacking, it's apparent, I'm not capping
"Where'd you go? Like bro what happened?" I went ghost and I won't tap in