​lost. lyrics

[Intro]
You'll never know just what I am
I've got all these thoughts but I'm keeping them hidden
'Cause all of the bad that I've done is not forgivable
But I hope they're forgettable
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Chorus]
I lost, I lost all I ever known
I'm not, I'm not what you think you know
I thought, I thought I was on the throne
I got, I got left inside the cold
I lost, I lost all I ever known
I'm not, I'm not what you think you know
I thought, I thought I was on the throne
I got, I got left inside the cold

[Verse]
How'd I get so damn lost?
Can't forget what I thought you were
Even though you showed me what you really werе
When you f*cked me, thought thеre was nothing above me
I don't think you ever loved me
All of that time you were f*cking laughing at me
What did I mean to you? Nothing I see
I couldn't see through you, I loved blindly
Why you wanna pop up?
You ain't call when I was locked up
Put my heart into a locker, glad I f*cking lost her
Hearteater, ate my f*cking heart up
Now you wanna call me cause that * left you knocked up
f*ck you and f*ck your god damn kid
I won't ever love the smallest part of you ever again
[Chorus]
I lost, I lost all I ever known
I'm not, I'm not what you think you know
I thought, I thought I was on the throne
I got, I got left inside the cold
I lost, I lost all I ever known
I'm not, I'm not what you think you know
I thought, I thought I was on the throne
I got, I got left inside the cold