​take me away. lyrics

[Intro]
You are the worst
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse]
I ain't want no help, did it on my own
f*ck it, if I fail, I'ma blame it on my own
f*cking stupid ways, I don't really wanna wait
For that door to open up, I'ma find another way
To get where I want, to get where I need
Ain't like where I was so I had to f*cking leave
Ain't like what I was so I had to f*cking change
I kept f*cking up, I was 'bout to go insane
Almost took my life sitting in the parking lot of a motherf*cking Kroger
Stuck inside my thoughts
I let it blow over, then I had a choice
So I made a change, I was sick of all the noise that I had in my head
I said, "I just wanna be dead"
Regrets flooding up my vision
I needed to talk, so I called her up then my tears start to drop
I was f*cking scared for someone to see me
But I didn't care, I was sick of what was eating me up inside
Opened my gates, I let the love in and let out the hate
I felt like nothing, I wasn't okay
I needed something to take me away
I wanted drugs, I wanted sex, I wanted money but it wasn't what would save me
It wasn't what would make me
Know I'm only one could ever save me
I am the only one could ever break me
I am the only one could ever take me
Where I wanna, where I wanna be
I don't wanna sit here on my knees
So I'm gonna get up off my ass
Leave it all behind and I'm never coming back