6mths. lyrics

[Intro]
5Head
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse]
I been away for too long, nobody knows where I've gone
I spent 6 months tryna figure out life and I still feel I'm living it wrong
I feel the smoke in my lungs, I never did it for fun
I did it because if I didn't, I'd flip the f*ck out and blow up like a bomb
Lost in the broken pieces, life is a b*tch, I don't think that I need this
I do not get why I cannot keep it together
I might just be f*cking like this forever
God, where in the f*ck was you at every night
When I lied wide awake in my bed?
Telling you save me cause if you didn't
Then I might just go put it straight to my head
You'll never know what the f*ck I been through
You'll never know what the f*ck I can do
Until it's too late, until I'm too far
I'm on my 6th year, still making new bars
You coulda been here, you coulda seen me
Stupid f*ck, but you decided to leave me
I'm not alive, I don't think that I'm breathing
I'll never find what the f*ck I am needing
Blood, tears, I've seen it all I don't have any fear
Death's near, don't be surprised if I go disappear
Shivers and goosebumps all through my body from head to toe
Figures, I'm too f*cked, Detmer kept telling me not to let go