​chronicle. lyrics

[Intro]
Chuki Beats

[Verse]
Lately I been feelin' like a waste of space, can you relate?
Can you really change yourself for better with the pain you face
Are good times really worth it when they leave a bitter after taste?
How can you be happy when your habitat's no happy place?
All these f*ckin' questions and I never get an answer
And I stopped talking to God because religion is a cancer
Tell me stop being sad and moody thеn my mood is sad
I'll leave you alone just so I can feel likе my f*ckin' dad
Therapy ain't helping me they just keep on dissecting me
Got these cuts and bruises but I live through all the suffering
Positivity won't seep through me, no possibility
Showing you the negativity is my ability
Expressing lyrically, "talk it out," does not appeal to me
I don't wanna smoke, I'd rather you just give a pill to me
Girls just notice me as being nice and gentle as can be
Every time they tell me no, I just seem to forget the peace
Smash my hand into the wall look to the sky, say "Kill me please"
Hope that when I close my eyes it's the last time I fall asleep
I don't want to be alive to hear another f*cking peep of people telling me what's best for me because they think I'm weak
f*ck all the opinions of the people that don't give a f*ck
That want a buck from someone that ain't even close to coming up
With enough money to pay bills, gotta give one up, for just a month
f*ck the way this works, it's too f*cking corrupt
I don't even wanna be a person that can comfort you
That'll only mean you'll talk to me when you're uncomfortable
That'll only mean you're nice to me because you're vulnerable
You're a piece of history, I'll leave you in my chronicle