​a faint pulse of the life i had. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Chorus]
Every emotion is giant, I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in, so I buy a bottle of jack
I put my pain in this handle, too much to handle, wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert
My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with
They never ask, they never do, they never will
Thеy just say "Ooh, this sh*t is hard how do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

[Verse]
Evеryday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn sh*t
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn sh*t, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly, I wear the same damn fit that I did
I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks
All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad, sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind, I don't have space
[Chorus]
Every emotion is giant, I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in, so I buy a bottle of jack
I put my pain in this handle, too much to handle, wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert
My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with
They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "Ooh, this sh*t is hard how do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts