​i’m a mess again. lyrics

[Verse]
Current message is[?], I'm a f*cking mess again
So I make a song talking about the f*cking mess I've been
3, 2, 1, 0 friends that I'm messing with
Life's a b*tch, f*ck it, make the best of it
Nothing on my mind but a pile of stress
All I wanted last week was to be found by death
When I die, I'll smile taking my last breath
Only way that imma sleep is when I'm in my bed
I don't ever think I'll find any actual bliss
I ain't ever met a girl I thought wasn't a b*tch
That's why when I meet them now, I just f*cking just dip
Sipping on merlot with a blunt on my lip
I don't give a f*ck about finding purpose anymore
I'm just tired of my damn heart being sore
I don't give a f*ck about finding purpose anymorе
I'm just tired of my heart being sorе