​i don’t wanna die like this. lyrics

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Self medicate everyday to get through the week
No matter what you say, you won't get through to me
This sh*t I'm going through ain't nothing new to me
I make mistakes, you ain't a weapon, I took damage brutally
I can barely find drive just to do sh*t
I barely got the strength to fight or to get through sh*t
I'm always afraid of doing new sh*t
Hands around my neck, I need a rope so I can noose it
I don't even wanna die
That's the honest truth, I ain't even gonna lie
I just want to fight peace with a piece of me
That won't let me live lifе peacefully