​i hope i’m still on your mind. lyrics

[Chorus]
I hope that I'm still on your mind
Even though you're never gonna be mine
All of the sh*t that you said, dead, only together in my head
All of the girls, they never stay
I show my feelings, then they fade away
I'm feeling gray, nothing to say
I'll never be anyone anyway

[Verse]
I'll pay the price for what I have done
I'll live with the person that I have become
Say they will be there, but they never come
So into dirt and ashes is what I become
I'm always tired but I fall asleep every night
Tired of losing this fight, with me and myself, f*ck it, oh well
If I don't love myself, tell me who else will?
Dead again, reticent
I don't open up, I need medicine
Where the hell did time go?
I'm torn up because I feel so low
Dead again, reticent
I don't open up, I need medicine
Where the hell did time go?
I'm torn up because I feel so low
[Chorus]
I hope that I'm still on your mind
Even though you're never gonna be mine
All of the sh*t that you said, dead, only together in my head
All of the girls, they never stay
I show my feelings, then they fade away
I'm feeling gray, nothing to say
I'll never be anyone anyway