​anti. lyrics

[Chorus]
I rather be all alone and depressed making music
Than try to fit in with the rest
'Cause this be the only thing that I can turn to
When I need to get some sh*t off my chest
If I keep on looking in others for something inside me
I'll become more of a mess
Hate grows inside of me, love is decreasing
My care for your feelings is becoming less

[Verse]
What is the purpose in life if there ain't no one to share all of the happy times with?
I showed my love to the people I thought really cared and this is the thanks that I get
Barely got enough left in my system for me, how can I show love to a b*tch?
I had some people that I thought were gone stick around
And now I'm watching all of them switch
Or maybe it's me, maybe I changed, maybe I might be to blame
Maybe I'm known as the cloud that sits
In the dark in the sky with all of the rain
When I disappear cause the pain that I'm in is too much to believe
When I up and leave, don't say that you didn't know this was coming
I wear what I have with my heart on my sleeve

[Pre-Chorus]
I do not know how to talk on my feelings
I never had interest in all of the chatter
I become silent when people approach
I know you don't care, so don't ask what's the matter
People just nosy as f*ck, and when you're climbing up
Don't let none of them get on the ladder
When she [?], she will then hit my weed
Then it's like déjà vu and I ain't even matter
[Chorus]
I rather be all alone and depressed making music
Than try to fit in with the rest
'Cause this be the only thing that I can turn to
When I need to get some sh*t off my chest
If I keep on looking in others for something inside me
I'll become more of a mess
Hate grows inside of me, love is decreasing
My care for your feelings is becoming less