​wildfire. lyrics

[Intro]
Sorrow bringer
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse]
Lost inside my stupid f*cking head again
Honestly I think that I'd be better off on meds again
You don't wanna know where the f*ck my head's been
I don't really like how the f*ck my head spins
Thinking bout sh*t that don't matter like the past
When my heart was broken, it was shattered like a glass
Now I'm picking up the pieces, sometimes I get cut
That's what's really happening with me when I be f*cking up
So please don't judge too quick, I'm too sick
Tryna find love is pulling teeth and I'm toothlеss
It's time that I start living life for me, I'm sick of "you" sh*t
Now, why did I likе ever giving time to you to lose it?
You don't understand but I'll try to make you
Grab a f*cking brick and tie it tight around your f*cking ankle
Jump over the bridge and pray to God and tell him f*cking save you
Yeah that's the feeling that I get when I start f*cking trippin'
Now this the feeling that I get when I can write it out
Words that flow like water ain't no thinking, I just type it out
I cannot explain bliss, that's not what my thing is
So, don't you tell me "make a happy song," b*tch I'm shameless
I like talking 'bout death, b*tch I'm talented at this sh*t
f*ck a message to the youth, b*tch, I'm happy I'm a misfit
b*tch, I'm glad I'm not like you stupid f*cks
When I'm sad the only time I'm good enough
Life's a game, play your cards, I play mine by living hard
Endless light in total dark, I'm a wildfire
Started by a spark, all I needed was desire
Every time I died, music was my sole reviver
Only time you told the truth was when you told me you're a liar
That pain was all I needed though, that sh*t left me inspired
You can keep on hurting me, I'll just keep on making these
Songs about the dread I feel when I lay in these burdened sheets
[Outro]
When I lay in these burdened sheets
When I lay in these burdened sheets