​addict. lyrics

[Intro]
Everybody's addicted to something, but for me

[Verse]
I'm addicted to nic, I'm addicted to feeling like sh*t
I just sit in my room thinking about all the sh*t I been through
Wait, did I say room? I meant in my tomb
There ain't a thing you can do, there ain't a thing you can say
To stop me from feeling the pain that I can't escape, hold up, I can
Just give me a grave, give me a gun, give me a rope
Sober as sh*t, give me the dope, give me a cause, I need a reason
My life is hard, why shouldn't I leave it? Why should I stay? In the end we all go to the dirt, honestly, dеath is a race and if I'm being real, I just wanna bе first
I'm feeling lost, I feel the pain, I feel the hate, I think imma break
I'm so ashamed so imma just hide in all of these drugs that I know imma take
Hide in the wine, hide through the smoke
I took a tab, now I feel woke, I'm getting to laugh it off
My life has never been more than the work of a joke
I'm an addict to sad sh*t, fake love, plastic, still stuck, I'm past it
I'm hurting but I'll mask it, this pain's everlasting
My brains filled with static, I don't wanna breathe
Imma smoke till I'm asthmatic