​ruin. lyrics

[Chorus]
Watch my head spin like it's on an axis
Heart not where my chest is, I think that she smashed it
Where'd the love go? Disappeared like magic
Used to have a light soul, her actions made it blackened

[Verse]
Staying up all night, looking for some sh*t that I know I won't find
I'm a joke to myself cause I say I wanna change in the end
But I know I won't try, I'm a mess, I'm a body full of stress
I can never really win cause I'm a loser, I don't even wanna find love
It's f*ck a girl in the end, I know I'll lose her
Imma losе my mind, imma lose my life
Why try to help you? Imma losе my time
Never can settle for less anymore, I can't f*ck with that hoe if she less than a dime
f*ck searching for meaning, I'm searching for Ms
Lied to my face while you're lying with him
You don't know what I could do, I should f*ck up your life and delete it like you are a sim, f*ck you

[Chorus]
Watch my head spin like it's on an axis
Heart not where my chest is, I think that she smashed it
Where'd the love go? Disappeared like magic
Used to have a light soul, her actions made it blackened