​cyclone. lyrics

[Verse]
Do you get it? Tell me, do you get it?
My head is a prison, I'm serving a life sentence
The hope that it ends is sentenceless till I end it
But then it just starts all again, it won't kill it
I didn't ask the half the questions I do
f*ck it, if the truth so bad, no need to lie too
Say that I give up on love but I still try to
Find someone that I can trust to give my life to
'Cause life can be so full of bliss and ease
So I don't see why you're so sickening
When all I was, was real as real could be
I stayed even when I knew that I should leave
Maybe I'm stupid or maybe I hoped that you
Could see I was true with the sh*t that I spoke to you
You'll never see all the bones that I broke for you
Switch the topic, I'm a little uncomfortable
Why you so scared to open up what you really are?
'Cause I know if I showed them, they'll all just laugh at my scars
They'll tell me it isn't real, then I won't know how to feel
I'll be stuck in a cyclone, living on my own
My heads sick, oh, I'm so ill