​still. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Chorus]
Been in the past so long, all that I had long gone
I'm only bad, you don't wanna attach my soul
Put it with yours, you'd rot or at least that's my thought
Been too scared to give it a try, you don't know the man inside

[Verse 1]
That I hide from the world, don't think these songs confess
All the f*cked up sick bullsh*t that's still in my head
I won't ever tell a soul about all the pain I hold
About all the sh*t I did just so I could feel at home
I got 99 problems and she's every one of 'em
I still feel the pain, not numb
Ain't sh*t else to gain not from her, me, my life
I swear I tried but I feel like no hope in sight

[Chorus]
Been in the past so long, all that I had long gone
I'm only bad, you don't wanna attach my soul
Put it with yours, you'd rot or at least that's my thought
Been too scarеd to give it a try, you don't know the man inside

[Verse 2]
I don't need God, I need somеone with skin on
I don't need to talk, need someone to lean on
Was there for you but I was someone to lead on
I lost my heart then, now I think I need one
Hate me, I need it, got a demon, I need to feed it, gives a reason
Makes me feel like I'm sh*t to someone
Even when that someone's only me, might need help though
[Chorus]
Been in the past so long, all that I had long gone
I'm only bad, you don't wanna attach my soul
Put it with yours, you'd rot or at least that's my thought
Been too scared to give it a try, you don't know the man inside