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[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Chorus]
Oh, I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up, but I just wanna stop
Oh, stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
Oh, as long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I haven't been able
Oh, oh, I know this a song but this isn't a fable

[Verse 1]
Every single word I say real
It won't ever work, I can't heal
Honestly, I could but if I did, I couldn't make the sh*t, I
Pour my heart into when I ain't got no one
I don't know what to do when I can't make no song
I know that I'm great but this sh*t not fun
You know where I'm at, you don't know where I'm from

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up, but I just wanna stop
Stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
Oh, as long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I havеn't been able
Oh, oh, I know this a song but this isn't a fable

[Verse 2]
I used to hеar as a child, "This kid gonna go places,"
Only place I been since then is Hell and I don't really think I can change it
I don't even know if I deserve it, wake up everyday just feeling worthless
I know nobody is perfect but I don't even feel I have a purpose
[Outro]
Mike