Trashi - 4am lyrics

[Chorus]
Why you think i'm texting you, i want you all the time
Can't get you up out my head, i want you out my mind
Only think of you when it be real late in the night
Oh wait, i just lied
Surfing through my waves of suicide

[verse]
Can't think of no bad thoughts about you
Texted me that you was proud of me, why
Can't i just lie to myself that i am alright
I am just fine
What the f*ck is wrong with me
I need a lock and key to throw away all of these crimes
I cannot decide if i wanna move on or just be hurt on the inside
Why the f*ck am i feeling like this
Ain't felt like this inna brick
I f*cked up the only thing making me happy so damn quick
I hate myself still
But music ain't helping my pain subside
Feel like i wanna die
Still thinking bout you cause

[Chorus]
Why you think i'm texting you, i want you all the time
Can't get you up out my head, i want you out my mind
Only think of you when it be real late in the night
Oh wait, i just lied
Surfing through my waves of suicide