Fully Conscious lyrics

I thought this time for once
Had gone away
Your hold on me had finally gone
Finally gone
I spread the word
That I was back again
With metaphors
I stepped back from the edge

Without those chains
My mind freed from it's cage
Without those chains
Fully conscious

But just a thought
A glimpse
I spiral down again
My ruined past
A life I could not win
If this was you
I know you'd do so much better
I may be here but I am losing
Losing ground

If it was you
I'd tear it down
If it was you
I'd soon discover
If it was you
I'd soon recover
But I'm not you
And I don't know better