[Verse]
A couple cigarettes a day
It keeps the pain at bay
All my days are grey and all I feel is pain
Put on medication cuz I keep f*cking breakin'
And every day I just realize that I'm forsaken
I hate this sh*t, I can't f*cking take it
I'm only 14 already realized I can't make it
n*ggas get in my way they better f*cking pray
I'll break that n*ggas face when he try to run away, yeah
I've been really distant from my fam
Cuz I needa smoke that gram, it really helps me keep sane
Cuz I have all these problems and my brain that won't let me live, my life
Make it so I can't f*cking strive
Obviously, I don't really feel alive
I'm young and I can't f*cking take it
And I can't stand that I live in this nation
Racist, and yet I'm the most racist of all
Cuz I hate all races, they all equally sh*tty
Ain't gonna give no one pity
I need to get out this city
There is too many hillbillies
Look at me like I'm from Philly, nah I don't break the law
All the sh*t I do raw and original
I don't care what you think about me
Already hate myself enough, don't need your pity, for real, yeah
Homie how you feel