I Gave My All lyrics

You know kinda like you've been going in circles and every road you take leads you back to the same place so the faster you go, the faster you find yourself back at the beginning. Listen

Panic attacks, I had 9 yesterday
I can't eat, I take a bite and throw the rest away
I can't write these other lyrics that my stress conveys, I'm yelling at the top of my lungs letting it resonate
My present state is really anything but stable, I'm grateful for any sanity that's left to help me stay cool
Calm and collected, pad and pencil on the table caus I'm writing you this letter and I'm already on page 2
Though I know you'll rip it up when you recieve it, kinda like you did my heart, that's the reason it's barely beating
Hope you read this caus I really need someone that's here believing
We were tighter than my jeans and now it seems we're rarely speaking

But I keep on keeping on as the one that they've been sleeping on
Been on my feet so long that's why you see my sneakers worn
Despite the potholes, obstacles and peeping horns
Get used to me, garantuee you'll never see me gone

I travelled down this road so many times that I don't know, why I keep coming here and will I ever find my way home
I gave my all
I gave my all
Been moving all this time, I'm still going round in circles always searching for the finish line

So now I'm chilling here just staring at my phone
I'm hoping that you'll call me yet I'm swearing that you won't
I'm looking round the room to find something I haven't thrown, in the fireplace, along with every photo that i own of you
Caus I don't like the way you mock me in the images
(the images)
It's kinda toasty in the fire now isn't it?
I know I'm talking to a picture like an idiot but the fact that you don't answer back is a little inconsiderate