Failure’s Not An Option lyrics

Till I die...
Till I die...
Till I die...

[Verse 1]
Yo... you now listening to the words of a n*gga who's used up
Been through it all he's not giving a f*ck
Back against the wall, fist balled up
He stands defeating and bleeding on any heater who strolls up
Contemplating the reason for seeing all of these souls
Conversating with demons who deep inside of his skull
Pondering what's the reason for even being involved
Of this dream to be banking seeds when he was like 3 years old
Nobody don't believe in him either, no not at all
They all rather see him deceased then to see him ball
These [?] ain't involved with him neither they only call
When they fall on they asses and need him to get 'em off
n*ggas is like b*tches I swear for god that they are
They smile in your face yet they pray for your downfall
Talk behind your back and then tell you how cool you are
My life is like a movie, I'm caught in the Truman Show
100 fake friends and my girl don't want me no more
So its time to stop and think, "did she ever love me at all?"
My problems are in sync, I face insurmountable odds
But I'm storming through it all because failure is not a thought