Pearl & Water lyrics

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of being part of the struggle with my mind
Heart is hardest thing to climb
So close to flying
Somewhere there's a rainbow
Bankin' on a bright sky, walking out the back door
Leavin' back a lifetime
Wondering where I've been since you left Pearl and Water

[Verse 1]
I came from nothin' to schemin on demons
Uneven, believing the stress in my mind
Followed you, bleeding and seeking the ink of my reason
The cave in my chest you designed
f*ck it, it's pride
Riding around with a 10 and a 8th and a n*gga with 9s
I never tried
I just let sh*t come to me, if it stayed I would say it was mine
n*gga you on my genitals, it ain't for dinner tho
Eat sh*t and stay free and stop pretending hoe
f*ck that, it ain't me too trigeminal
Act out get spaced out like a syllable
Lol at the heads on your side
Tryna find a lil b*tch to give me head on the side
Tryna keep my inner peace and keep my head on the rise
Keep it pushin' in the ghost like I'm dead in the ride
[Bridge]
I bend a M, I stretch a band
I pop a O that make me dance
I got the wave, pole in my place
She shake her ass all in my face
Wait!
I start to think, ey wait
I gotta think, ey wait
We gotta find a way
You gotta find a way

[Verse 2]
Ayy, f*ck it my n*gga
You don't lose sleep when you dreaming
These n*ggas plotting and planning
My n*ggas plottin' and scheming
Don't look for clout from nobody
Nobody stoppin' my season
I got these blessings from heaven
You should hear God when I'm speaking
I'm prolly wearin' some sh*t that's likely not in your region
My b*tches all fine, but you can't find 'em online
I'm obsessed with the roses, n*ggas is pressed over dimes
I take my L's like they lessons and save myself some more time
It be like diamonds on yo b*tch ass, whoa whoa
Back up on yo b*tch ass tho, whoa
Dancin' on your b*tch ass hoe, whoa
You don't want sh*t no more, you f*cking broke
[Chorus]
I love you like the water knows peace from traveling
It's worth more when my heart is all I have to give
Somewhere there's a rainbow
Bankin' on a bright sky, walking out the back door
Leavin' back a lifetime
Wondering where I've been since you left Pearl and Water