Eyes Closed lyrics

[Chorus]
Feel like I see better with my eyes closed
Somehow I feel more woke with my eyes closed
I swear on a stack of bibles
I'm not doin' okay today
I promise you I feel the same way that I look on my face
Promise you I'm not doin' okay today
I just wear a smile so you don't know I'm feelin' this way
I swear I'm not okay

[Verse 1]
Huh, I'm not okay, I promise
Turn to my meds, took too much, got me nauseous
Whole word spinnin', feel like I'ma vomit
Had to close my eyes, feel better now
When I close my eyes, I see clearer now
My last b*tch stressed me out, I had to kick hеr out
Screamin' in a dark room, I had to let it out
Screamin' in a dark room, I had to lеt it all out
Dare I let it out, now I feel better now
All I see is darkness, but somehow I see clearer now
I see clearer now

[Chorus]
Feel like I see better with my eyes closed
Somehow I feel more woke with my eyes closed
I swear on a stack of bibles
I'm not doin' okay today
I promise you I feel the same way that I look on my face
Promise you I'm not doin' okay today
I just wear a smile so you don't know I'm feelin' this way
I swear I'm not okay
[Verse 2]
Lost my faith in God, Uncle said, "Find your way"
Mama hopes I'm okay, I'm in her prayers everyday
I told mama, "Just ask God to give me patience"
'Cause lately, I've been on the pills like a patient
Lately, I feel like I'm livin' in the matrix
Holdin' my breath, hopin' that I'm gon' make it
Started from the basics, but I'm far from basic
My new b*tch, damn right, she far from basic

[Chorus]
Feel like I see better with my eyes closed
Somehow I feel more woke with my eyes closed
I swear on a stack of bibles
I'm not doin' okay today
I promise you I feel the same way that I look on my face
Promise you I'm not doin' okay today
I just wear a smile so you don't know I'm feelin' this way
I swear I'm not okay