Freedom lyrics

[Verse 1]
Take a peek in my mind and tell me what you find
My mind’s in agony, I’m lackin’ the grind
And the motivation to keep on goin’
To keep a conversation and to keep on flowin’
I’m trapped in a cage, to my mind I’m a slave
I’ve snapped on the page, but my life has concaved
I’ve rapped with my rage, but that sh*t never waived
I mapped my change, but I’m not bein’ saved
Lost my freedom to greed and all that
Been feelin’ egregious, whatcha call that?
I’m not prestigious, that sh*t’s just an act
To hide how I feel, b*tch, I can’t adapt
To the sh*t that life keeps throwin’
At my f*ckin’ head, damn my mind’s been closin’
Itself off to everyone that’s been controllin’
I know for a fact that my death is approachin’

[Hook]
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom
[Verse 2]
I’m sick of the sh*t that people keep doin’
To p*ss me off, f*ck, I know I’m a nuisance
That’s just my two cents, I’m full of prudence
I act like a doofus, but my mind is in ruins
I’m fluent with the sad sh*t, ain’t that tragic
I’m only sixteen, damn, I’m f*ckin’ dramatic
I’m just emphatic, actin’ like an addict
This music sh*t’s magic and I wish that I had it
Earlier in my life when I was actin’ out
Doin’ illegal sh*t, but what’s the rationale?
My parents always argue ‘bout me and my sister
Makin’ stupid decisions; been makin’ me bitter
Or what about my step-dad’s ass movin’ out?
That man practically raised me, I ain’t got no doubt
That if it weren’t for him, I’d’ve landed in jail
But I straightened out my act and I know I’ll prevail

[Hook]
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom
[Verse 3]
My life doesn’t change; everyday the same thing
Wake up, go to school and that’s the main thing
That’s f*ckin’ my mind up; I know I complain
Way too often, just know I don’t feign
The way I feel or lie ‘bout my mental state
And honestly, there’s not a f*ckin’ thing that can elevate
It, like a car, self-hatred accelerates
My mind is a house that I need to renovate
I’m no renegade; my mind’s just a rebel
My emotions are like a bass without the treble
They’re at an extreme low, like the devil
Say hello to my demons; I’ve got several
I spend hours in the mirror picking out imperfections
Underweight, overtired, no sense of direction
Hate my reflection with no exceptions
Damn, this depression’s left an impression

[Hook]
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom