I’m Not Alright, Not Okay lyrics

[Intro]
They don't be feelin' me, for real
I be like "What's the point?"
I be like "Just keep this sh*t to myself
They don't be feelin' me, for real, like what's the point?"
(AJ on them keys)

[Chorus]
I'm not alright, I'm not okay
I'm all alone inside this sh*t (They don't feel me or somethin')
I feel my heart beatin', but I swear it's not within me (What else?)
They see a star when they see me, when I look at me, I'm so empty (How I see myself, the truth)
I'm locked away inside my room, fightin' this sh*t (In my sh*t by myself)
Fightin' my pain, I'm so scared, slicin' my wrists (Hеar me?)
I'm just one shot to the hеad, how could I miss? (How?)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (It's like y'all don't hear me and sh*t)
I wanna tell you so bad, but would you listen? (Would you listen?)
With you knowin' how I feel, would it make a difference? (What?)
When I'm goin' through the most, that's when I'm chillin' (That's when I'm chillest)

[Verse]
When I start thinkin' about Trevon, I want more killins' (I want more killins')
I tried to patch up all my past with all these millions (But I can't)
How can I accept some help when they don't feel me? (Don't feel me)
Imagine takin' a nap and thinkin' that's gon' kill me
Oh-oh, I feel invisible
Oh-oh, am I rememberable?
Oh-oh, oh, I'm forgettable
Oh-oh, life support, critical (Damn)
Lookin' in my son, tryna see if he see the meanin' in me (See this sh*t)
I'm makin' sure all y'all good, everybody in here breathin', but me (Everybody in here breathin', but me)
[Chorus]
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (Not)
I'm all alone inside this sh*t (They don't feel me or somethin')
I feel my heart beatin', but I swear it's not within me (It's not within me)
They see a star when they see me, when I look at me, I'm so empty (How I see myself, the truth)
I'm locked away inside my room, fightin' this sh*t (Locked away inside my room)
Fightin' my pain, I'm so scared, slicin' my wrists (My pain, I'm so scared)
I'm just one shot to the head, how could I miss? (How?)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (It's like they don't hear me and sh*t)
I wanna tell you so bad, but would you listen? (Would you listen?)
Wirh you knowin' how I feel, would it make a difference? (Make a difference)
When I'm goin' through the most, that's when I'm chillin' (That's when I'm chillin')

[Interlude]
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (That's when I'm chillin')
When I'm goin' through the most, that's when I'm chillin'
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (That's when I'm chillin')
Nobody still listenin'

[Outro]
It's like I'm fightin' this sh*t still
Like fightin' this sh*t within me and sh*t
It's like I'm battlin' within myself
That sh*t like on a deeper - a way way deeper level, or some sh*t
And it's like I'm losin' it though
I'm fightin' this fight and I'm losin'
And this sh*t just ain't gettin' no easier though