In The Absence Of Light lyrics

[Light]
Quiet night when the times right
And I'm rolling through the shadows in the night light
All I ever wanted was a nice life
But Ive come to find that my spine has a knife slice
I just wanna chill
Gotta take a pill
I wish it wasn't this way but I made a deal
With the Doc to stop the unhinged debacles
Gotta pop, pop, pop
Til' the coffin falters

I'm talking with myself
I'm hyper-critical
I been f*cking up since days in middle school
Pressure on myself
I'm feeling minuscule
Id rather fade away than face another f*cking day of ridicule

A coulda-been legend in the making
Couldn't take it so was found face down in the swimming pool

[dark]
Yah
Drown that little pus*y
We don't need em
We got meat to season
We got competition needs some eating
Beat em down into submission
Til the ceiling bloody glistens
Told them b*tches better listen
Now they steaks up in my kitchen
Now they missing
Heathen semi-demon on a mission
Sever several heads without permission
Fiending for a meaningful decision
While I tend to the incision
Feeling how I slip the knife tip in

Fall hard when I see the light
I come down like a thousand pounds at the speed of a meteorite
Its like my brain is playing a perennial game of hang tight

[Light]
Quiet night when the times right
And I'm rolling through the shadows in the night light
All I ever wanted was a nice life
But Ive come to find that my spine has a knife slice

[Dark]
Shut the f*ck up
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna know if you're feeling better or not
I am invincible and never gonna stop
This is it?
Whats the cost?
What a mess we've made
Crooked fangs in decay
Broken path to an open grave
And I only consort with the old bouquets

Smoke daily
Choke? Maybe...
Hope? Crazy...
Dope lazy
Hoes play me
Bros shady
Heart bout to start failing