Live a Lie lyrics

[Verse 1]
My hands tremble when your name comes up
Can't keep the coffee in my cup
Sometimes
It ain't easy to hide

[Verse 2]
When I drive by places that we used to go
Can't hardly keep my car on the road
But I try
To stay between the lines

[Chorus]
And I can't cry myself to sleep at night
'Cause she'd hear me and want me to tell her why
And I don't wanna lie
So I close my eyes
And I pray
That I won't live to live a lie another day

[Verse 3]
Wish my own memory would just leave me alone
'Cause even though I know you're better off gone
Then why
Am I still losin' my mind?