Trial lyrics

To everyone that I’ve lived for
Would you have done the same?
To everyone I went through sh*t for
Would you have done the same?
Oh my, oh my, oh my, I’m tired
I’m tired of lying, of trying, of being less than enough
Most times I can’t take it, face it
Lying in bed wishing I was dead instead
Am I less than anybody I know?
What if I cave into my sins?
Should I be made to feel ashamed?
If I win this game, I lose being sane
Nah, I’m not a saint
Is it wrong to be nothing?
To be no one’s something?
Most times I could do without all the petty thoughts in my brain
You be f*cking me up too many times
I put you up on a pedestal, gave you more than what I ever could
Oh my, oh, oh my, oh my, I’m tired
I’m tired of lying, of trying, of being less than enough
Most times I can’t take it, face it
Lying in bed wishing I was dead instead
Oh my, oh my