RUNNER lyrics

[Intro: Devi McCallion]
Do you feel it yet, b*tch?

[Verse 1: Ada Rook, Devi McCallion]
I could be anything I want
(Anything I want, anything I want)
I could be somewhere far away
(Far away)
I could make peace with what I'm not
(What, what, what, what)
I could be real again someday
(Hahahaha)
Real again someday

I don't really know myself, I don't really believe myself
I don't really know why I see rotten things inside myself
I don't really understand a single thing that's said to me
"I don't really care who you are or what you think of me!"
But that's so f*cking untrue when no one's listening

[Chorus: Ada Rook & Devi McCallion]
Put me under
I want to get away
I wonder if I could make it
She's a runner
I hear she f*cks with something other
You don't know the half of it
[Verse 2: Devi McCallion]
I'm just a pain that hurts too much
Inverted shadow time delay
Mirror image of something that I never really even was
Heterosanity able-bodied LCD display
But I'm lost in the world
So different, so unsuited for it (f*ck)
So sick, so f*cked up in it (f*ck)
So doomed, so dead, so... f*ck

[Pre-Chorus: Ada Rook]
I'll get away and I'll be all that I dreamed of
I'll become everything that you were so scared I would be
I'll push the limits of what you thought I was capable of
You'll never see me again
I know what you did to me

[Chorus: Ada Rook & Devi McCallion]
Put me under
I want to get away
I wonder if I could make it
She's a runner
I hear she f*cks with something other
You don't know the half of it

[Verse 3: Ada Rook]
This anger burns out too quick to hold
I wanna be engulfed but I'm out in the cold
Am I a character in some sick fantasy that's getting old?
What happens from now on if it turns out I never told you?
I want to start again, I want this hurt to die
I want it to destroy me so I'll have a reason not to lie
I want to hear your voice and tell you it's the last time ever
I want to cut away, I want to separate and sever
[Outro: Ada Rook, Devi McCallion]
I could be anything I want
I could be somewhere far away
I could make peace with what I'm not
I could be real again someday (Hahahahaha)
Real again someday

I'm going to start again
I'm going to start again