Trying Not To Die lyrics
by Devi McCallion
[Spoken Word: Devi McCallion]
That sh*t was real pretty
But- oh you're still going
I didn't- I didn't mean to interrupt
[Verse 1: Katie Dey]
I’m staying up working tonight
If my body doesn’t let me sleep
What else is there to try?
I am feeling kinda scary tonight
I feel fuzzy up inside my bones
I’m trying not to die, but
I got all these shadows in my eyes
Darting in and out my periphery
Maybe they wanna fight? Uhhh
[Chorus: Katie Dey]
I wanna bury my head into the light
Something keeps dragging me straight back into the night
But you don’t scare me
Get the f*ck out of my sight
Don’t you know God is on my side?
[Verse 2: Devi McCallion]
I’m done telling shadow people that I’m mad at them
I’ll just let it be a surprise
It’s ok
It’s my bad
To all the demons in hell:
It’s my bad that I got mad
I looked like a real b*tch face
But you just never really know what could happen
Until it happens to you
[Bridge: Devi McCallion]
Some wounds never heal
If you’re lucky they might just scar over
A lot of wounds just get worse and worse with time
And time goes on and on
More-
More people get wounded
And the hospitals are all closed still
Your doctor’s on vacation
Have you lived this life?
Have you seen this world before?
[Chorus: Katie Dey & Devi McCallion]
I wanna bury my head into the light
Something keeps dragging me straight back into the night
b*tch you don’t scare me
Get the f*ck out of my sight
Don’t you know God is on my side?