I Wish I Wasn’t Awake lyrics

I force myself to sleep
It's useless
Hopelessness burns my throat
The thin damp sheets
Feel so heavy

I lost the value of this life
Wishing to never wake again
Into this painful nothingness
Where promises rot
Colors fade and flowers wilt

My body aches
I am so tired of the thoughts and whispers
That pollute my tears

An inescapable emptiness
If only I could persevere
To be more than a dimly lit memory
Lost in stillness

The days are my sighs
This bed my solacе

I can't even begin to rеcall
The number of times
I wish I wasn't awake...