[ENGLISH REMIX] BTS (SUGA) - FIRST LOVE lyrics

I loved you, I still do
There's not a moment that goes by that I don't miss you
Every single second of every single day I can't help thinking
That you're letting our memories fade away

And I can't understand why you ever loved me. I can't
We always talked about the future but we never planned
And I know that you are always gunna be my biggest fan
But the problem wasn't the artist, the problem was the man

I can't stop thinking 'bout it, about the way I thought
About the way I struggle whеn I feel like it's a lot. Well it's not
It felt likе it, only tried when I felt like it
Despite the way that I like you, I never showed what I could do

I know you could do better, I know you know that too
But something always happens when I'm laying there with you
Connected, we feel. The love it's real
And every single time you're with me, I be getting chills

So look at me. Look me in the eyes
Look inside your heart, try and say goodbye
I know that would be better, not only just for me
But if you let me go then you would finally be free

And I'm just saying sh*t right now, I'm writing what I feel
Tomorrow when I wake up I don't want this to be real
This ain't even a rap, these are just my thoughts
And if you think I'm doing fine I'm telling you I'm not

And nobody understands, not a single person
Not a man or woman in this world can understand we're worth it
Yea the pain, the fighting, I know we try to hide it
When you say that you're okay I can tell that you are lying

It's alright, it's okay. We'll be happy one day
Whether that be together, with someone or we lonely
I know that it gets better, but better seem so far
So what's the point of living if I'm living with no heart?

f*ck it, I just need to be with you but I know that I can't
Or rather we should leave everything we had in the past
I don't give a f*ck about all the sh*t you and I been through
All I care about is the crazy feeling I get with you

And I know it ain't that simple, but maybe it should be
I think I was made for you, and you were made for me
And I know that you agree, I know that you agree
A future with each other is the only I can see

And maybe I'm obsessed, and f*ck it I'm upset
And yea I got a hundred thousand similar regrets
But the one thing I would never in my life ever regret
Is talking to the pretty girl who then became my friend

And then I went and kissed you, and you became my love
As time went on, it was apparent that you were the one
I know that we were young, and I know that we are
But when we old and dying I still want you in my arms

I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms

I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms
I need you in my arms