[Intro]
I miss you
Where you been
It’s been months and I haven’t heard from you
I need you
Come back to me
I need you in my life
I miss you
Come back to me
[Verse 1: KreativeVein]
Short kid with the deep thoughts tryna blow
Couldn't accept myself thinking that I gotta go
Does action even work, man I don't even know
Failure after failure just because I couldn't climb slow
The addiction just a piece of the puzzle
Couldn’t trust myself man that’s just a part of the struggle
Same people used to laugh after seeing me fumble
Now they wanna come through after all of the hustle
Well I got news, success don't mean sh*t
Left me unfulfilled like how I feel after taking a hit
Teleporting oh sh*t I'm seeing these visions
On God can you help me, I'm shaking within
All my dreams came true then I feel right back
Remember suicidal thoughts on the trip fall back
Off the balcony, like I'm Mac Miller with anxiety
100 stacks salary just left me chasing after higher needs
[Chorus: KreativeVein]
I need me
I need me
I need me
I need me
She needs me
She needs me
But f*ck that man
I need me
[Hook: Javonte]
That girl is smoking, and can you believe that I'm her focus?
It ain’t hard to see she got me open, and together we are rollercoasting on
[Chorus: KreativeVein]
I need me
I need me
I need me
She needs me
She needs me
But I’ve been thinking about it
See I need me
[Verse 2: KreativeVein]
I need me reminiscing on the brighter days
Or were they going back wasn’t that great
It was just me chasing after ecstasy
Then feeling drained, didn’t know my brain’s chemistry
Failed out of chemistry I was too busy couldn’t C
Though the bullsh*t tunnel vision got me blinded see
Damn, i went from MVP to smoking trees
Downing sh*t like Hennessy, drowning b*tch I couldn’t plea
Oh sh*t, call this Pandora’s box
Running through repressed thoughts man I dreamt those thots
Questioning everything that I ever believed in
Tryna find the meaning of this dream, but I’m still weaving
Thank God, or is he still there
Man I still got faith, but it’s still not clear
Remember Claire, I just used her for the views
And now we were, 30K, 100 coming near
[Hook: Javonte]
That girl is smoking, and can you believe that I'm her focus?
It ain’t hard to see she got me open, and together we are rollercoasting on
[Chorus: KreativeVein]
I need me
I need me
I need me
She needs me
She needs me
But f*ck that man
I need me
[Verse 3: KreativeVein]
Getting tired from being in my mind all day
Eyes sinking low from this game that we play
If this just a game why am I going insane
Love pain I guess it’s just embedded in my veins
Accept all that, stop fighting against reality
See the truth don’t lie to myself this ain’t hide and seek
Break through my fears and I’ll tolerate myself
Flow like water, sh*t all fades even wealth
Man, call that neurosis
Two s’s, they tryna use hypnosis
No matter what I’ll still write and rehearse
Only got the verse, the process before we get hearsed
Learn abundance from nothing that’s the sh*t that I’m on
Cut the grass, see all the snakes in the lawn
f*ck that it’s not a lawn it’s all in myself
f*ck the opinions, f*ck this I’m gone
[Hook: Javonte]
That girl is smoking, and can you believe that I'm her focus?
It ain’t hard to see she got me open, and together we are rollercoasting on