Lemonaise Mayonnade lyrics

It's Grapevine Gossip, b*tch

Complicated, understatement
Got in my head, I got complacent
You said you'd leave, I called your bluff
You watched me try, it's not enough
But I really thought I could get through to you
You're acting like you want someone new
If I can't be him I don't know what to do
I know you wanted more 'cause I can't fill those shoes

I wanted to be the person you put your heart into
But I can't compromise up my own demise

If you're a rose, then I'm covered in cuts
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
I'm holding on, but I'm spilling my blood
Oh, thе things I do for love
If I'm a corpse, then you'rе covered in guts
Passion for passion, love for love
I'm holding on while you're spilling my blood
Oh, the things I do for love

I'll never shine the same
I'm lusterless but just for this
I'll glow despite my absence
It's hard to quell my pain
It's louder than it's ever been
Just wanna make it stop
I wish that I could say it's not gonna phase me
When you say you can replace me
It's never that easy
Out of line, out of time
Out of reasons to try
Fill my arms with the scars you deny

Won't you worry 'bout yourself?
(And won't you worry about yourself, babe?)
It's better for your health, babe
At least that's what your therapist said
(You're worried about what my therapist says)
It's not like you cared anyways about my mental state
(Show me you care, show me you care about my mental state)
It goes to show now that you're gone most days that I'm awake

Caught up in the things I can't change
You're gonna make me know, and I'm afraid
What can I do to fix what's broken?
(Fix what's broken, fix what's broken)
Because I'm dying for your satisfaction
If I knew what to do I'd take action
I've been so trapped in my own mind
(I've been so trapped in my own)

Why can't you and I ever just say goodbye?
It's not easy to do to you
Thanks for stopping by
Oh, what a waste of time
And my energy, yeah
I know you're blaming me for everything
I'm just reclaiming what you've taken from my garden
Hope you're as happy as you claim to be
While I sew up the cuts that'll kill me if I don't handle it
Falling from the sky
I thought that we could fly
It's so easy to dream with you
But in his desire
Icarus had to die