LAST PICK lyrics

[Verse 1]
Remember back in school, how
We broke all the rules?
Now, Jessie has a kid
And her parents split in two
Count me in if you're leaving
Class before the weekend
I’m no good at math
But I’m adding up the reasons
I can't f*cking see them
Momma, I’m a heathen
Married to my demons
I want you to meet them
I always need hints these
Days, I’m not convinced
No, never confident
I can’t f*cking pay my rent
Yeah, I’m the slowest learner
Marry, f*ck, or murder
Panic, stress, or hurt, my
Dreams are getting further
Happens to the last picks
People stuck in traffic
I checked all the boxes
Nothing really matches
[Verse 2]
You remind me of my best friends
Back when I’d neglect them
I was such a f*ck head
Actions are enough said
They still call me Lucas
Talk to me like truth is
Think I really do this
No, I’m feeling useless
Plan on coming home soon
Catching up on old news
Wonder what they told you
Let’s sit down and go through
Ryan’s f*cking still sick
Hand is on the kill switch
Difference is he acts rich
Funnels people cash, it's
Darker than the basement
That’s what my “new place” is
Haven’t f*ckin' made it
I can’t even taste it
Molly still comes over
She can’t let me go
And I hate being a loner
I stopped doing coke, sure
Everyone will hear that
Get the wrong idea, ask
Me about my problems
Luckily, that was not one
The problem's why I don’t, now
Trauma made me calm down
Hoping that you read this
Honesty’s my weakness